I've been listening to a podcast called griefcast and honestly it's just beautiful. It's a lovely, gentle host called Cariad Lloyd and she has a conversation with different comedians about their grief.
The chats are so open and honest, yet funny and relatable.
I've found it really soothing to hear other people's experience of death and how they've coped, hopefully it can help someone else too.
I promise I'm not Cariad or connected to the podcast in any way, just thought it might be helpful.