Just fed up

[shazzarooney999]

Mum died in Oct, my fav aunty died in January and now my dad has cancer, its hard because i cut myself off from my parents for a longtime because of negativity, yet somehow, im feeling confused and sad, I have told my kids about dad as i have one on the spectrum and felt it fair to warn him, i feel like i want to cry one minute and the next............ I just feel to much has happened to soon.

Its healthy for you to acknowledge exactly what you're feeling. If you are feeling overwhelmed then it is a good idea to contact a supportive organisation such as Cruse Bereavement or Macmillan. Just having someone to talk to without judgement can be helpful to you, even though it doesn't change the past.