Yorkiegirl i've never even met you, but you and your girls are in my thoughts a lot.
I remember when my sister was widowed 7 weeks before christmas.
It was so unexpected as lots of deaths are.
She was also pregnant with their first child.
It was the baby that kept her going.
Christmas was just a blur of mixed emotions for everyone.
Your girls will get you through it.
You'll have lots of tears as well as laughter.
I'm sure Nigel will be watching over you all.