just needed to write this down to clear my head.
My auntie has just died. I feel very sad. but......she has been so ill with cancer and just not"her" anymore. I sort of feel glad as well. as she is not suffering now.
My mum died of cancer after a long ilness so hated her going through it as well.
Just feel bad for not crying buckets.(she was in her 80's with a loving large family and husband)