Two anniversarries, one week

[StupidMistakes]

Tomorrow will be 5 years to the day since I had my middle child, Johnnie Lee, AKA Littley removed from me and Thursday would have been my father's birthday, he would have been 83 this year. He lost his fight to cancer nearly 24 years ago when I was too young to remember him, yet I miss them both.

I just wanted to write somewhere, how amazing all the people I have lost were. FORGET ME NOT.

MUM,
DAD,
GRANDAD
AUNTIE
LUKE
GRACIE MAE
DAD IN LAW
JOHNNIE LEE

Forever in my heart, never more than a breath away, Love you all. xxx

Always loved and never forgotten.

I think that you still need to mark these occasions, even years on, some on certain years more than others for whatever reasons. My Dad was born on a leap year and those birthdays, Feb 29th, always make it feel so much more sad.

I think when someone days that grief is the 'missing them' part that I still can't handle at times, you get used to it, but sometimes KABOOM it grips your heart like a vice.