My sons father took his life this past march, our son was 5 days into his 7th month of life . Tragic to say the least . Our son is 9months now and it's getting tough that he is starting to do so much new things and I can't even contact his dad to let him know . His dad was in the USA going through a uk visa to come out to us in Belfast , he was to be here sometime in June. With June being here this is getting very hard emotionally :(