Sorry to all for any previous posts - I know they were stupid and insulting to my DH. I now realise that I needed cigarettes big time. I had given these devil things up 4 months ago, but their grip on me never let go. I finally gave in today, bliss, bliss. I am happy again, for the first time in 4 months. I have been a bitch devil monster person to everyone. I can feel the niceness re-taking me. Yes, I do know about the health thing - why do you think I tried (and failed) to stop in the first place?