About a year ago, my daughter came home to find my Motorbike in the drive. She left her (my car) in the middle of the road, screamed at me to move my effing motorbike and stormed up to her bedroom. I let things cool down, went up to her and before I could even reason with her she called ma twice a "COMPLETE EFFING C*NT" I still tried to reason with her and things got more than a little out of control. As she stormed downstairs I went after her and grabbed hold of saying I would like to break her effing neck, not my best moment I admit, I was in the middle of a severe depressive episode and couldn't avoid the conflict. She stormed out and I haven't seen her since. I tried 3 times to reconcile with her, but she is not interested. My wife is no help and I would love to reconnect with my daughter, but don't know how. I think I may have lost her forever.