I've always imagined having 2 children, but after having my son 6 month ago, I really don't think I want anymore. I didn't have a bad pregnancy although he was a month early. My 6 month old now sleeps through 12 hours and is a breeze most of the time. But,
I got really bad anxiety around 4 month old with little things he does and at the possibility of maybe him having a special need made me realise I didn't want the anxiety of all this again. I love my son he's amazing and I love being a mum but am I selfish for not wanting to have another child for him to grow up with?