im not even gonna change my name as im sick of him and i think everyone in RL is starting to see this is getting to me, so you might as well know too.
he doessnt sleep in his own bed, he gets up at 1am ish into ours ( plus the 8 month old sleeps with us) so i get NO sleep, im constantly worrying about them
but the 2yr old is driving me nutty, all he does is throw stuff, hit me, punch me, spit aty me (WTF has he got that from???) tells us he hates us,
his brother cant be on the floor as he kicks him in the side, pushes him over, punches him in the face
he throws stuff, if he sees the laptop he tries o throw it,
he wont leave plugs, electrics, plugsockets the fire alone,
hes stressing me out so much
im not enjoying this anymore
i even smacked him, just out of complete anger, so ive lost it, comletely lost it
im not happy
this isnt how i wanted it to be wheni had kids
sometimes i feel like walking out, i couldnt, but sometimes i feel damn close.
i dont know where weve gone wrong (aprt from him in our bed) weve done everything 'right' we honestly are good parents,
hes a good boy, and i love him to death, i just dont like him most of the time
ive put him in his bedroom for hitting his brother in the face, i dont want to bring him back down