Hello , I've previously posted in méntal health with very encouraging support however my health anxiety is pnd related so thought I would pop along over here. Basically I have a 9 month old and 2 older children . I'm breastfeeding . I've had some health anxiety since baby was born - thoughts of brain tumour, bone cancer, lymphoma etc etc. now i found a lump in my left breast a few weeks ago which wasn't disappearing between feeds etc so of course I thought the worse. Went to GP last week she said she couldn't feel it and to come back in a month. Well my anxiety hit the roof to the point I can't move off my sofa , and I nearly had a panic attack collecting my children from school , it's been a really horrendous time . I went back to GP today who has refered me to the breast clinic of course this has made my anxiety bad again. She has also prescribed 10mg citalopram every other day , anyone ever experienced any thing horrid with this drug before ?