Had organised a night out tomorrow with work colleagues old and new - sort of mingly thing. Everyone including me really looking forward to it. All week in fact everyone has been saying to me how excited they are, & how pleased I took the initiative to arrange it.
Today have had the period from hell. Will save the details (would be seriously TMI) but I had to leave work early as thought I was going to be sick, faint or both. Still not feeling great.
Am going to GP tomorrow am who will hopefully give me something to help (had this but not as bad last year & GP gave me some meds which worked really well) but even so can't see myself making it to the night out now
oh, and am going away on Saturday, nothing packed yet (was going to do it this evening) just hoping will feel better in time for that
waaaahhhhh
sorry, bit self indulgent I know