...to be disturbed at the amount of people who actively want to 'stab' me [hmm]<<scared>>

[psychomum5]

epipen style I hasten to add!!!

lots of friends, and people I know vaguely, seem to get hugely excited at the thought of stabbing me.

now, either it is because I an that great that they all want to ensure my survival.

or

they do not want to be entrusted with 5 mini-psychos

or

they do in fact hate me and really hope to do it!!

tis scary stuff allergies. my dd2 has a nut allergy, she's been hospitalised once because of it and we think she's been very very lucky.you were very lucky to have your DH there with you,even with the crazed look!-hes a wee hero!

misdee, yes of course

@ the calpol..... just to say, the adrenaline really is not a bad drug........it is naturally in our body anyway, the epipen however administers it quickly and in time to save us rather than our body try and make it and pump it at the same time as try and absorb the teeny amount of oxygen we are breathing in (IYGWIM).

tis the twitchy feelings afterwards that last about a week that get me......

no no no, i dont want to hear anymore.

i havent managed to kill dd4 today, thank goodness, and no reactions.

drlove8, he needed to be the hero.

the previous week (the time I stupidly took a risk with a crumb), he refused to stab me as he "wasn;t wasting an ambulance"....!

this time, as he waas the one at fault (for trying to kill me with butter), of course he was there and able to 'save' me.

misdee.....as scary as allergies are, I think the not knowing (ie, where you are right now) is worse. once you do know, you can learn and deal and take meds.....on the run up to knowing tho, you have 'will this kill me', 'will that'.......'maybe that won;t but this will?'.

tis hard!

it gets easier tho, as long as you don;t do as I do and forget, get bored, be too scared of stitches you fail to tell nurses that gloves make you hivey and itchy...

its the not knowing definatly.

am ordering prints of all her reactions tomorrow, and hoping a bad one doesnt happen in the 2 weeks we've got left until the appointment.

will keep fingers crossed for you.

makes it harder being that she is a baby......she is so scrummy and snuggly I am sure that you all just want to touch her and stroke her and cuddle her and forget about transfer.

it will be fine