posted in chat. Maybe sounded too nonchalant? didn't want to sound pathetic.
have lost everything, apart from a tiny bit of equity in the home I was forced to sell. Am trying to set up a cafe, all sound re business plans etc. Am a single parent, have been hounded out of my home by fucking crack dealing cunts that held a gun to my 8 year olds head, am trying to to do my best. We lost our home, my job, everything that matters.
Finally after a year of searching and disappointment have found somewhere that might possibly be the answer to my dream.
I want my boy to see his mum being a success, doing well, overcoming obstacles. Protecting him and moving on from shit. I have spent two years wanting to end it all,and crawling back from the abyss.
But I am so scared. And need a bit of support.
So probably not AIBU either. but felt very sad that not answered in chat.