Name-changing regular, for reasons that I hope are obvious. Only one person on MN knows that I am up the duff.
I know I'm being unreasonable, but I don't want to raise my husband's hopes only to have them dashed again when the miscarriage I'm fully expecting to happen (again) eventually happens. This is a very wanted and long-awaited pregnancy but I can't bring myself to get excited about it.
I don't feel sick enough for this to be a viable pregnancy; I'm continually symptom-spotting to prove to myself that it's failing. I'm over 7 weeks by my reckoning, but still no bleeding. I am struggling to get my head around the fact that this may be a keeper.