@EyeLevelStick What else have you got?
I mean are you sure you want me to list them all-there's so many just off the top of my head. Will start with yours first.
Watching a neonate to see if they self-correct rather than risk over-handling them? Standard.
I think I'll trust Dr Jayaram's opinion that you never wait that long with a baby of that size. This literally happened whilst another nurse was on her break in what would be 15 mins or less. He went in knowing something would probably happen to that baby if LL went in and what do you know it did.
Failing a module? Unremarkable, if all the other modules passed and the failed module passed at the next attempt.
Downplaying what was said by her assessor which was that she didn't even have the qualities necessary to be a successful nurse. This is exactly what we want in an assessor-someone who can spot the psychopaths and never let them get near potential victims.
Taking handover notes home and not disposing of them? Inappropriate, but not unusual.
The sheer number is. Less than 10 would be no big deal, over 250 certainly is.
Volunteering to work extra shifts? Pretty normal.
I don't think there's anything wrong with that however staying back after work for no discernible reason or going in on days off might be.
Wanting to work with the high acuity babies? Ambitious and keen.
Sure if she didn't ONLY want to work with them and literally get mad if she got put in the other nurseries and describe it as "boring" and she only wants to be in with the sicker babies. Or get angry that other staff have been put in room 1 when she just lost a baby so "needs another dying baby to get over the last one she lost"-very abnormal.
Making a medicines error while working under supervision? Not great, but not uncommon.
Potentially killing a baby if the mistake hadn't been spotted. Then claimed it was "escalated more than it needed to be" showing absolutely no sign of any guilt or regret and just anger that she lost drug privileges. Meanwhile the other nurse involved is so devastated she almost considers giving up nursing. A complete contrast of behaviours for two people involved in the same incident (only one went on to be suspected of purposely killing babies)
Facebook searching everybody, including patients’ parents? A bit weird, but not particularly unusual and certainly not sinister.
Searching parents when their baby has died that day? For what possible reason? And on anniversaries, and Christmas? Which means she's very involved in these parents lives to a concerning degree. She can only be looking to see their loss and grief as they're not likely to post anything else on the day it happened, Christmas and anniversaries.
Having a crush on a co-worker? Not appropriate, but incredibly common.
Making babies collapse so said crush could attend? Then using him for info about any possible investigations into the deaths.
Making typical "angel of death comments" like "he's not leaving here alive is he?" when baby isn't even close to death, shocking her colleague.
Being seen to be excited about making up memory boxes. Always putting herself forward for this.
Being seen to treat baby deaths as gossip in a "you'll never guess what" way.
Staying after her shift to fish a blood gas reading out of a bin when a colleague testified to having thrown it away.
Writing a draft note to all three triplets as if they'd ALL died and they're not here for their birthday, even though one survived.
Not leaving baby C's parents alone despite the fact she had no reason to be in the room and was even neglecting her own baby (the only baby her supervisor was worried about at the beginning of the shift) had to be told multiple times to leave and go look after her own baby.
Claims the entire conversation with baby E's mum didn't happen.
Claims a dad was on the floor crying when his baby died which the parents testified never happened.
Texting her mum about a baby death and then ending with "good thing I love my job!" I mean she's not even trying to hide who she is at that point. What do you love about your job Lucy? All the babies collapsing?
Saying "if they've got nothing or minimal on me they'll look silly not me"-why would they have anything even minimal on you if you're innocent?
Tube dislodgements on 4 out of 11 of her shifts at Liverpool even though it's supposed to happen less than 1%.
I mean shall I go on? I'm sure there's more. This is why people think she's innocent because it takes practically a book to write about all her concerning behaviour and most people don't have time to go through all her red flags. This took me ages. But at least I won't have to go through it all again next time someone asks!