This is an edited extract of the relevant section in The Observer:
But in October 2021, Bill says, Moth surprised him with an announcement. “He put his head in his hands and he said : ‘We went to the hospital this week and I’ve been told not to plan beyond Christmas.’” Bill was horrified. “I just went : ‘Oh my God!’ and gave him a big hug.”
Bill’s friend Richard, who asked us not to use his surname, was present for the conversation. “It was extraordinarily emotional,” he recalls. “Bill was close to tears. Moth also told him he thought he would already be dead if he hadn’t been living on Haye farm.”
Richard remembers that Bill had become close to Raynor and Moth, messaging them most days. Richard says he was concerned for his friend, however, because the farm was losing money. Cider was not being produced and the orchards were not being attended to.
“But he didn’t care,” says Richard. “He felt kind of responsible for them, and for Moth’s well being .”
When Winn’s third book, Landlines, was published in September 2022, Bill read how, in the winter of 2021, soon after Moth had finished another long walk, a neurologist told him his brain scan was “normal”, implying that the walk had drastically improved the symptoms of his condition.
The timing in the book seemed to indicate that this was happening at around the same time as Bill recalls being told that Moth was dying.
“I was reading it on a train,” Bill recalls, “and I just went : ‘What the hell?’ It just makes no sense whatsoever.”
Bill couldn’t understand why, if Moth had had such a positive result from the doctor, the couple wouldn’t have shared the good news with him. Bill texted Raynor expressing his confusion. After a few days she responded to him but didn’t address his question about Moth’s illness.
A few weeks later, the chef Rick Stein was due to film an episode of his BBC series with the couple at Haye farm. Bill says he watched as they demonstrated the cider-making process, implying that they were involved in the farm’s production – something Bill says they had never done. “I felt I was being gaslit,” he recalls.