I feel a bit alone in this so wanted to see what others think about this, can you relate at all?
My friendship group are all having babies at the moment, most of us have 1 child and are ttc or pregnant with their 2nd. We are all early 30’s.
Everyone seems excited, but me. I really struggle with this and I worry I’m being silly. I lost my first pregnancy at 10 weeks, and spent the whole of my pregnancy after with severe anxiety.
I find it really difficult when my friends act with total excitement whilst I feel with dread.
The TWW, the negative tests, the “will this baby stick”. I find it hard to relax, to be honest.