Hello, looking for some advice or someone who has had similar.
long story short I suffer massively with health anxiety. I lost my dad a while ago to lung cancer and have a massive fear of the disease now.
anyway.. 2 weeks ago I had blood from my back passage when I went to the toilet, the blood was fresh and bright red. Since then I have had stomach pains, gas, bloating etc but every other day have been on google and have self diagnosed myself with colon/bowel cancer (think the symptoms are probably coming from stress/anxiety). Anyway have monitored stools for last 2 weeks and no more blood until today.
went to the toilet this morning and it was sore (like a small tearing sensation) and I knew there was going to be more blood which there was. Didn’t think much more of it until I went to the bathroom a while later to pee and on wiping there was still a lot of bright red blood coming from back passage. Panicked and instantly phoned GP. They seen me earlier and did an examination but couldn’t feel anything but did say likely haemorrhoids but further up. So has given me suppositories and wants me to do a FIT test and blood tests just to be safe.
I can’t help but panic about the what ifs. I have done two more stools today both covered in blood on the outside but not inside or mixed in the stool if that makes sense.
Just wanted some reassurance or to see if anyone else has had anything similar and can help talk down my very anxious dark thoughts 😔