I'm very much of the "as above, so below" school of thought, which of course can be interpreted in a sort of "manifestation" way, but it's way more complicated and subtle than the modern grifters make out, and when I read "The Secret" I nearly launched it through a window at the part where it implied victims of crime, sickness and even collective horrors had "attracted" such things by not thinking positively enough.
I'm interested in Jung and the concept of synchronicity and the collective subconscious, archetypes etc. Also quantum physics, hyperdimensions, fractality. So in terms of deities and entities encountered, especially in altered states of consciousness I'm open to the idea they do exist in forms we don't fully understand.
I enjoy a channel on YouTube - Esoterica with Justin Sledge as he draws on so much and explores all sorts of occult stuff.
Mainstream religion is designed to separate us from the occult, and scare us away from spirituality. All of the Gods may be the one true God collectively but the trickster archetype exists for good reason. Sometimes I'm the Fool, sometimes the Magician, I've experienced the Tower (too often!). Currently in the Hanged Man phase with Death around me, and hoping for the Sun.
It's complicated. But I'm far more comforted by the unknown than the constraints of a God who is capricious, vain and apparently orchestrated misogyny just for fun.