What would other's think or advise??
Partner and i have had no close physical contact for more then half our time together not even a passionate meaningful kiss, not on my part because i find her beautiful inside and out, a very attractive women its hard not being able to touch her, even a little to show some affection, appreciation, value of my love for her and to show her that I'm still interested/attracted in just her after so many years
But in last 6months she has bought sexy lingrie i:e meaning corsets, basques with suspenders attached, waspie with suspenders attached, stockings/fishnets and probably crotchless underwear or ones with pearl beads and its definitely not for me! Because she goes out wearing them under her normal clothes during the day time?? When she tells me im visting a family member or going shopping.......
She hides them where i couldnt find them? Yes its wrong for me too be peering around, but justified by her change in new suspected behaviour and a new intrest in these types/styles as never seen her in one in our near 20 year relationship,
I mean who wears waspie with suspenders attached, stockings sexy naughty thong/g-string matching bra underneath normal clothes to go out from 10am onwards to go see a family member or go shopping or to a appointment
Am i WRONG to think she is up to something??? Or doing something?? Or has a playtoy on the side??
I believe there is infidelity going on but i am being lead by her deception of words/stories when questioned about any of it.
some part of me believes her.
but then she does it again,
The stories, the secretive lingrie and lying doesn't add up