Why oh why did I do it

[Fromjupiter]

yesterday the kids and I went to a close family members that I haven’t seen for ages. The Prosecco was opened at 1pm and carried on really through out the day. My anxiety is so bad today I don’t think I have ever drank so much in my life. I don’t know what I said. I feel shitty.

Bear fear. Is there anyone you're close to that you can ask? Also the ones who love to remind you of what you have done, I just think get a life, let your hair down and stop focusing on me all night. Before I get rarely drunk I always say to myself "please don't do anything embarassing tonight"