I'm in my mid 30s. Have a lovely 5yo who is wonderful. Single for 5 years. No luck dating. Settled for being single and much happier since I learned to be happy on my own.
Had a dream last night that I thought I was putting on weight but a pregnancy test at the GP revealed I was pregnant. Suddenly started feeling baby kicking and was very excited. Etc etc. The dream seemed to to go on forever.
Woke up thinking I was pregnant then realising it was a very vivid dream. It was like I could feel thr kicks.
I've always known I may never have another and at 34 and when not dating it's probably unlikely. But this dream has left me really tearful and feeling very odd!
I've been looking for ethical ways to do it on my own but really other than adoption I don't think there is one. I was in foster care and am not cut out for adoption.
Does this awful want for another child ever go away?