I've been chronically ill since I was a teenager. I work part time which actually makes my pain and fatigue a lot worse but mentally it helps. I take multiple chemo level medications and use a wheelchair but I can also walk (don't get me started on being an ambulatory wheelchair user).
The culture created by the Tories has been horrendous. The abuse I've received for parking my car in a blue badge bay (even when using my wheelchair) is horrible. Having to 'prove' my disability made me so ill I needed hospital treatment. I have three folders of medical notes and numerous consultants/surgeons/physios/OTs etc to corroborate my diagnoses. But no, I have to see a man in a room who will ask me to count backwards from 100 in 7s to 'prove' my disability (God knows what this has to do with anything).
What people don't realise is that to be up and out with a smiley face on takes 2 or 3 times the effort it requires of 'normal' people. That those are the best days and the general public won't see the worst times as I'll be in bed. Unable to move and in so much pain it makes me vomit. That has been my reality for over 25 years.
I would much rather be pain free and working full time. We'd have a nicer house, holidays that don't need planning like D day, perhaps even more children.
Instead of wiping off those fake PPE millions why didn't they recoup them and invest them in the NHS?
Please, please don't get taken in by the 'my friends on benefits and has a huge TV and lots of holidays and there's nothing wrong with her' brigade.