It's triggered horrific memories of that time, and highlighted the HUGE risks we were taking with our and our families lives, all because we had no option but to put our faith in the management and government.
When you worked in the NHS, there was NO option to refuse to work, you would simply be fired, at a time when no-one was hiring at all. Therefore, the choices were, risk your life (and your families lives), or end up unemployed, unable to pay your bills, and eventually on the street homeless.
And for us having to work through, and bear witness to the atrocities that we were complicit in carrying out under the guise of 'policy' (e.g sending elderly residents back to full care homes without testing knowing full well the risks and threat to life involved or not receiving the correct or out of date PPE, refusing family any contact with the dying, because we were told to) and under constant threat of severe sickness or potential death due to lack of proper equipment and lack of management support for staff welfare, as well as living daily with the unbearable work pressure, severe staff shortages, guilt and terror, do you know what we got ?
We got a small stone, with a rainbow painted onto it, a couple of sweets and a 'commemorative' coin ! Oh, and 'applause' from the public. (I personally also received lifelong sickness/disability from Long Covid and PTSD)
I can now only work in a very limited capacity, due to these disabilities, and now my managers are trying everything they can get rid of me, because I'm not 'adaptable' to be sent to work anywhere they want to put me at a moments notice !
So they abuse you mentally, physically and emotionally, then get rid of you asap. (But would be the 1st ones on the phone to 'welcome' you back if Covid resurged again !)
How do you think we feel about it ? How would YOU feel ?