Hi
I recently split from a partner after 8ths he's got angry and few times blamed it on alcohol an not remembering etc..
This time he done it in front of my children, he got agressive, throwing his clothes a charger pulled my arm when tied to get away, trapped me in the kitchen shouting at me, how no one gives a shit about me apart from him, I've manipulated him, tried to get me angry, saying I'm cheating on him, I'm nodoby without him, I've messed his life up, I tried to move away an go uostairs he followed me,
He moved in within weeks paid nothing, isolated me from friends if I wanted to go out he would either come with me or start an argument, he told me my family don't give a shit about me..
He told me he's going to give up work as he thinks I'm cheating!
When he left he said he was going to kill himself he won't be here tomorrow unless he has me, he then said the day after he's lost his job an has nothing without me
I tried to get my children out the house he wouldn't let me, I finally managed to get hold of his dad for him to leave, he messaged my children for money to get a taxi back
One of my sons was saying everyone gets angry I've explained this is not acceptable behaviour, he told me an the one of the boys he's going to Jill himself
The last few days I've had messges constantly how sorry he is like I said this isn't the first time but is with the boys around!
I've stood my ground an said no especially doing it infeont of my children.. I haven't blocked him as I'm scared he may turn up!
Todya I feel drained I feel so lonely I feel I've let me kids down I feel bad parent, I have no one to talk to
I'm sat on my bed in a state of anxiety, panicked sad cryinh is this normal!