I'm NC with my Dad due to a serious event I dont want to share on here. I dont have a partner. I dont have any kids. I have one brother who is really depressed and doesn't want to do Christmas which I understand because his son has been diagnosed with an illness which is putting a lot of strain on his wife and their family. I just want to cancel the whole thing and skip to January. I dont want to volunteer on christmas day, I think it would make me feel more alone being with strangers.