I’m in a new job of 2 months. I’m a manager, the people under my command are all really close friends. Separately the people above me are really close friends. The 2 groups don’t mingle. I’m kind of just on the peripheral - no one really bothers with me!
We had our first face to face meeting (everyone is scattered across the uk) recently and both groups had separate meals out. I was half invited to both, as in informed about the idea of the meals a week in advance but not actually invited to any them…
I just feel a bit out of place and like a spotlight is on me if that makes sense? Aibu? I’m replaying the meeting in my head and micro-analysing everything I said/done in case I did something wrong