To haaaaate parenting a toddler this much

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Don’t get me wrong, of course I love him but I do dread the time I spend with him. It feels like a bomb that could go off at any time. I really sort of wish I’d only opted for one child as I don’t know how I’ll get through it a second time

YANBU but you don't know what your next one will be like. Might be the most laid back kid and you'll have more coping strategies.
I personally hated the newborn bit but l enjoy parenting my toddler (on the whole). I'm sure I'll have other phases I hate and others I enjoy. Just take each phase as it comes.

Thanks I HOPE SO!