I work in a very toxic environment. Sometimes I go to work excited for the day but something inevitably happens that brings me down. For example, colleagues shouting and swearing at me, having to be involved in sorting silly disputes/complaints, cliquey behaviour, being left out, being spoken to rudely, being asked to take on loads of extra work whilst others slack off, useless people getting development opportunities but you get passed over, being asked to sort emergencies or work above your grade for no recognition, no support when you need it, being treated like a 2nd class citizen compared to the clique etc.
I’m already interviewing for new jobs but aibu to be down about this? It’s hard to remain in a constantly neutral state of mind. It gets under my skin. It’s even 11pm and I’m still thinking about work.