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AIBU - Not Dropping Everything for Ex

26 replies

BoredofJekyllandHyde · 01/04/2023 12:55

Started dating my ex exclusively at the end of 2020. We met at work where he was senior to me. He pursued me. First few months were perfect with a few short angry moments from him which I put down to lockdown stress and him working while looking after his two children.

He had a very dysfunctional upbringing where he moved around a lot and witnessed his mother being physically abused by his stepdad. His biological dad was also a cheater.

He'd been in two serious relationships before me and had one child with each. He's late 30s now and I'm a year younger. I don't have children yet.

It's been on and off for months at a time since he'll get paranoid that I'm cheating (I've never cheated on anyone), that I don't prioritise him (I have a job with long hours) turn angry and give me the silent treatment. He almost never apologises and tends to blame me for everything.

Despite that, I've been unable to cut him off and we've remained in contact during every break, even if not meeting. He claims he's never dated, kissed or had sex with anyone during the gaps. I'm not sure if I believe him nowadays.

Since I felt messed around, I went on a few one off dates during the gaps where he gave me silent treatment. I was up front about this since he said he was fully done. The men were really nice, though I couldn't get over the ex. The ex would then reappear and we'd try again, but he'd still blame me for going on dates.

Last week, we'd been getting on better. He'd switched back to his nicer self. One early evening he asked if I'd like to meet up with him and his friends. He'd sent me a gym photo a few days earlier.

I did want to see him, though responded that I was working that evening, wanted to see him, though was going to be busy over the next few weeks (he knows I'm in the process of buying a house, so all my free time is going to viewings), said I hoped he'd have a good night and I would see him soon.

I was busy the next two days so neither of us messaged. I sent him one in the evening - no response. Two days later I sent him another message - no response. I then got fed up and asked if he'd been having an off period with someone else when he asked me to meet up.

He got really angry at this. Sent him a message last night when I managed a last minute meet up with a guy friend (platonic - friends with him for years) asking how his night was going and if he'd like to meet if out and he gave instant, mean responses. Messaged him today and he's reading and ignoring them.

The reason he seems to have started ignoring me last week is I didn't do exactly what he wanted. I offered to meet up the following week, but that wasn't good enough.

Things only started going wrong in the relationship when I got a higher paying job than him. Since then he's openly resented that work is important to me. But he prioritises gym, football etc above me and I always fitted into his schedule, especially around childcare.

Was I being unreasonable / off putting for asking for a few weeks before meeting up again? I know he might have taken this as a rejection. His next response to me the week later was "I am my priority" when I asked why he hadn't responded.

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BlackFriday · 01/04/2023 13:02

Too much hassle.
Dump.

Oysterbabe · 01/04/2023 13:04

Yabu for not blocking this guy and getting on with your life.
You say you are late 30s with no kids yet. Do you want them? Because you'd better get a move on and find someone and don't waste your time becoming single mum number 3 created by this tossbag.

GreenFingersWouldBeHandy · 01/04/2023 13:06

He sounds manipulative, abusive, selfish and spiteful.

What on earth do you see in him?

Just dump and give yourself time to be single while you focus on yourself and your house move.

thegrain · 01/04/2023 13:06

How exhausting. Move on

BoredofJekyllandHyde · 01/04/2023 13:08

Oysterbabe · 01/04/2023 13:04

Yabu for not blocking this guy and getting on with your life.
You say you are late 30s with no kids yet. Do you want them? Because you'd better get a move on and find someone and don't waste your time becoming single mum number 3 created by this tossbag.

I turned 37 recently. I'm hoping I haven't left it too late, though still on a normal period cycle.

I never considered wanting children until I met him. I think seeing how important they were to him changed it for me. Also more negatively, he'd put me down for not having any, though strangely never dated women who already had children.

He was on and off with both exes for years, so I know rationally he'd likely do the same to me.

I'd love to not care about it. I'm aware he's wasted years of my time.

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Dacadactyl · 01/04/2023 13:08

Oh come on OP!

2 kids by 2 women and he's not yet 40? Red flag number 1.

The rest of it...all red flags too.

Move on. He's a waste of time.

Motnight · 01/04/2023 13:10

Do not have a child with this man.

FangsForTheMemory · 01/04/2023 13:13

Just imagine if you were permanently stuck with him in your life because you’d had his child.

Exactly.

BoredofJekyllandHyde · 01/04/2023 13:23

The only time I was able to bring myself to fully block him on everything (September 2021) I got 10 days into it. He then 'bumped into' me near my house late at night when I was walking home from work. He lives about 35 minutes drive away and had no reason to be in the area. I just said hello back and kept walking past his car.

Two days later I got a text message (I checked my blocked folder) saying one of his relatives had died and knowing it was going to happen soon was the reason he'd been horrible. I caved in and unblocked him. I checked an obituary later and his relative had really died.

But it's always push-pull. He only chases after me when he can tell I'm losing interest.

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flumposie · 01/04/2023 13:43

He sounds childish and so draining. Time to move on.

OldEvilOwl · 01/04/2023 13:50

But it's always push-pull. He only chases after me when he can tell I'm losing interest

Tell him you want to get married and have kids, and see how quickly he runs in the opposite direction. He's using you when it suits him

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Cherrysoup · 01/04/2023 16:13

Dump, he sounds like a major pita!

Turnipworkharder · 01/04/2023 16:17

Wise up OP.
You're not going to 'fix' this man..... ask yourself why you're allowing him to treat you like a doormat?

Strainzer · 01/04/2023 16:18

Please look up 'narcissistic abuse'. You are being affected by intermittent reinforcement/operant conditioning. Your life is going to be hell if you keep him in it. Go no-contact. Block him. Move, get a new job. Go to the police if he keeps "accidentally" running into stalking you. Do whatever you can to get away and start your life fresh without him in it. Learn all you can to avoid having people like this in your life - they will make your life a nightmare.

Aquamarine1029 · 01/04/2023 16:18

It's almost impossible to understand why the fuck you're with this man, and why you've wasted so much of your life on him. You know he's shit. You know he's a living, breathing red flag, yet you stay with him. If you refuse to help yourself and demand better, there's literally nothing any of us can say that will make one bit of difference.

The choice is yours.

RobertsRadio · 01/04/2023 16:31

Dump, dump, dump unless you want a life of misery and fuckedup-ness. C'mon Op, unless you are addicted to being treated like shit, wake-up. Block and don't go back. You are never going to give yourself the chance of happiness while this person is yanking your chain and if you really want a child in a hurry you would be better off using a sperm bank.

Tilllly · 01/04/2023 16:31

BlackFriday · 01/04/2023 13:02

Too much hassle.
Dump.

Spot on

TheShellBeach · 01/04/2023 16:51

OMG OP don't have a child with this bad- tempered loser.

Natty13 · 01/04/2023 16:58

I really feel for you because I've been there where you know someone isn't right for you yet you can't force yourself to get over them and move on with someone else. However, keeping on this cycle of not being together but not moving on properly is only holding up your OWN life.

This isn't the man for you. Someone who behaves like that isn't the man for anyone. It's toxic and wull be damaging you in the long run if you keep wasting your time on this cycle. Be really brave and end it for good.

Poppyblush · 01/04/2023 17:04

You’re wasting your life with him.

BoredofJekyllandHyde · 01/04/2023 17:21

I've deleted his number and deleted the conversation. I've had him blocked on linkedin for months.

I'd gone for a week or so at a time without messaging him over the past month, which is why I think he asked to meet and sent photos.

I think buying a house alone was also a sign I was moving on, instead of waiting around to see what would happen with him.

Drinking yesterday and being on my period probably made me get in touch. It was just a quick message asking how he was and saying I was getting dinner with a friend. I'd forgotten how quickly he can switch to his mean side.

The sad part is he's lovely to everyone except his exes. Incredibly polite and helpful in the office. When I worked at the same company, I always heard about how he was such a nice person, which was a big factor in deciding to go out with him.

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StripeyDeckchair · 01/04/2023 17:41

He's a dick

Block and move on
You sound like a catch, he doesnt

TheJanitor · 01/04/2023 17:47

I'd love to not care about it. I'm aware he's wasted years of my time

You've wasted years of your own time. You could have walked away at any point. You can't blame him for everything.

BoredofJekyllandHyde · 01/04/2023 20:46

TheJanitor · 01/04/2023 17:47

I'd love to not care about it. I'm aware he's wasted years of my time

You've wasted years of your own time. You could have walked away at any point. You can't blame him for everything.

He reviewed a lot of my work, so I couldn't leave him at that job. Lockdown was also a scary time.

It started off with little things then gradually became worse. By the time it was bad it had already changed my way of thinking and level of independence.

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