Grumpy git

[fedupofthiscoldffs]

Anyone else got a cob in for no real real.

I'm in a shitty mood and I can't pin point why.
Tired and resentful I suspect but I need to snap out of it

Christmas is ALOT especially if you're the one bringing the magic! I also think the added social expectation to be happy can actually have the opposite effect.

I was earlier too many people wanting too much of my time and attention on very little sleep. I feel your pain.

Still not shaken it off. Sick of selfish inconsiderate people. Feel bottom of the pile in the house. Invisible

If you are just feeling moody/grumpy due to hormones, tiredness, lack of sun, over indulgence shake it off by getting out for fresh air, put great music on and dance in the kitchen etc etc. or it could be left over from an illness which can affect mood.

However from your comment it sounds more like you have been doing the usual thing and been carrying the load of Christmas and more on your back solo.

Use this as a learning experience and work out how not to get into this situation again. Not easy I know. I an leaving my marriage after becoming invisible.

Sometimes you have to impose hard/fair rules. Beneath any anger/resentment you may feel will be hurt and sadness.

I haven't carried the load alone so it's not that.
Just feel everyone else is more important than me.