I was a junior doctor in 2004. I did a run of night shifts in a small DGH as a surgical house officer. There was a lady who had suffered complications from fairly routine surgery (I remember every detail but it’s irrelevant).
In my last 3 nights of 7 I spent more time with this lady as she deteriorated and I tried to fix things- to no avail.
After I finished my night shift week I had a day to ‘turn around’ and was back on day shift.
I was sleeping in hospital accommodation… midst deep sleep I suddenly woke and had a profound sense of peaceful presence from Valerie (the lady who was so unwell).
I pulled out my Nokia 3410 and texted my close colleague who was now covering the unit on nights ‘did something happen with Valerie?… and straight back into a peaceful sleep.
At surgical handover the next morning. & walked into the team meeting to hear she had passed the previous night.
My colleague looked at his phone- I had sent the message (which he hadn’t seen at the time as was working) about 10 minutes before he attended to confirm she had died.
I’m not religious, spiritual or into ghosts and ghouls. I’m still a doctor (now senior) in the NHS.
I still haven’t forgotten this encounter and I think it’s made me a better doctor at understanding.
I also still take comfort from the feeling of warmth and positive vibes I had when I woke up that night, on particularly hard shifts.