It's a bit complicated, bear with me. I'm 46, professional in construction industry. I've been working as self employed since 2018, for family reasons, but I feel keenly that I'd like to get back into working with a larger organisation. I've also done some contract work for the past 8 months for a great company- they are industry leaders and i really enjoy it, but the money is not great. I'd really like to work for them long term so i applied for a permanent role with them in beginning of October, but the progress has been very slow. They say they'd love to employ me permanently but due to economic circumstances, its difficult and would i consider a fixed term contract instead, 1 year or so? With any luck, this could then be made a permanent role.
Because i didn't hear from them for so long, 2 weeks ago I also applied for few other roles with other companies through an agent, and landed an interview with a smaller company that I have actually worked with before, many years ago. I had a very nice chat with the MD and he has now invited me for 2nd interview. I know he is very likely to offer me a role... and herein lies my dilemma:
I don't really want to work for the smaller company, as nice as they are, because I have my heart set on working with the larger company that I am currently working with in contract role.
I don't want to mislead the smaller company MD, but I may need the offer from them to kick the larger company in action (to offer me the permanent or at least 1year fixed contract).
I want to cancel the 2nd interview because i hate to mislead them, but is this completely mad, I know it is risky and the agent will be very annoyed..and if I don't get the permanent role I want, I'm kind of left with nowhere to go??
Please help, what should I do? The interview is next week so I'm running out of time, I doubt I'll hear back from the larger company before that.