We're on holiday at the moment, UK break. Yesterday out of nowhere I began getting severe upper abdominal pain. I thought it was period related at first as I'm due on but I'm now satisfied that it is unrelated as its my upper abdomen and nothing like I've ever had before.
No walk ins around here so I have to wait until I go home tomorrow morning and will likely go to A&E If it doesn't improve.
I mentioned to DP that I wondered whether its my gallbladder / gallstones. I'm rocking back and forth on the bed as I'm speaking to him and I've been crying from the pain.
He says "nah it won't be that, you'd be in too much pain"
I snapped at him, swore, and said what does it fucking look like I'm in then.
It reminds me of the time I got my PTSD diagnosis and he said that the soldiers who went to war get "worse" PTSD.
He always has to downplay things. Always.
I'm so miserable and in so much pain. Fucking dick.