I've had enough! Me and dps sex life has gone cold turkey. The only times we ever have sex he attempts it by just shoving himself inside me and thrusting for a couple of minutes to then be done.
I've communicated with him on multiple occasions I do not like this because
A. I'm not in the mood. No foreplay and going straight to it hurts
B Its selfish and I gain no pleasure from it. So it's just all about him
C it makes me feel used and like a sex doll
He said he understood and would never do it again. Well after months of nothing and him agreeing he wants our sex life to be less one sided and more about me he has done it again!
Right after a lovely anniversary meal. He claims he "read the signs wrong" but I absolutely showed him no signs and regardless if he felt confused he knew I don't like sex in this way.
It's happened way too many times now to be a mistake.
I'm hurt and furious. We are meant to be moving into our new home and getting married. But I don't feel I can trust him sexually or even that I want to have sex with him anymore.
I know this isn't really an Aibu but I have no one to tell and I'm just so upset. We have been working so hard at our relationship and he goes and ruins it all by thinking with his d!ck and not considering me. I feel violated and disrespected.