To not want to meet his friends

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Me and bf have been together nearly 2 years. Ive met all of his family and a few friends but there are still others i haven't. They've seen pics of me (headshots) and me looking my best and I've put on weight. I feel embarrassed to meet them until i lose it.

But im one of those, forever dieting people. I was prob a 14 when i met him now im a big 16. 18 in some shops.

I dont want them to think god shes big, or him feel ashamed.

Do i just leave it until i feel better about myself or do it.

Theres no pressing need to meet them but i spose the longer it goes on it gets weirder

In all honesty I think they're completely unlikely to care.

Plus if you're forever dieting, this problem is unlikely to go away.

Just meet them

I don't think it is healthy to be so unhappy with how you look that it is stopping you meeting people, so either you need to change the way you look or change how you feel about how you look. I would personally say it is better to change your attitude to yourself rather than diet.

I would not judge you on your weight and anyone who did is a massive dickhead so not worth worrying about.