To want to build my own Build-a-Bear and give it to myself for Christmas?

[StrawberryMartini]

I want to choose his little outfit and shoes and accessories and I want him to be all mine!!

'unreasonable' is not exactly the first word that springs to mind

I'm thinking of the little leather jacket for starters.

You are obviously mad or hormonally imbalanced.
Poss. both.

How much would this cost?

Um I think they start off at around £20 but the diamante collar might bump the price up.

LOL leather jacket

have you picked out a name?

diamante collar!

Did you know they did roller skates as well?

And you can put a heart in them!

SM,are you depressed??????

I have one that DD gave me for Christmas several years ago - it has a little voicebox that says 'Happy Christmas Mummy', but I only play it on Christmas Day because the batteries don't last for ever.
Perhaps you could get someone to take your kids to get you one - they could get you vouchers for clothes if you wanted to choose those.

How about this one?