Im a bit drunk tonight

[Grandfather]

All the thoughts All the feelings
That run through my head
The things ive seen
the things ive done
Who am i i ask myself
Do i like me
Am i ok with myself
I used to try to be perfect
Im just not
and here i am
a little older
a little wiser
I like me
took a long time to say
but id be my friend anyday
x

That's nice...

Go to bed love

Have you got a cat who can look after you this evening?

Alcohol is a depressant

Just read that post sober
a bit odd but not so bad really
(No i dont have a cat and yes i went to bed safe in the knowledge there was no school run the next morning

I think you're opening post is an interesting one, drunk or not.

It sounds like you've been on a personal journey and reached a location you're happy at.

Hopefully your hangover the next day wasn't too bad!

I really liked your poem, it was heartfelt

At the risk of being very rude, it reminds me of something my DS wrote when he was 7

Why would I try
Not to believe, it's impossible.
Why would I try not to believe, it's impossible
Where my friends all are, I don't care because I'm myself!
Why would I try?
It's impossible! Cause I'm running through the street and my friends are not.
I'm myself!

And the rose
Tried to bloom
But started to wilt
Fed on a diet
Of indecision and Guilt
( i think those words apply to a lot of us )
And thank you for taking notice of me
Ive muddled through a lot
Just want to be me

@CorianderQueen

Alcohol is a depressant

I'm getting the impression from your post that you mean that alcohol makes you depressed.

No it doesn't. A depressant just lowers your awareness level and makes you drowsy.

The opposite is a stimulant, which makes you more aware / alert.

id be my friend anyday
That's really good OP.😎

@DioneTheDiabolist Ty you see what i mean Took me a long time to say those words (and now i teach my grandchildren to love themselves )
Unconditional love Now theres a rarity