Life is shit sometimes

[IgorThalia]

Does anyone else feel like they've been handed a rough deal? Childhood full of weird and abusive people, best friend was murdered, lots of deaths of young family friends, brother committed suicide, abusive relationship, now a single mum to a toddler and have just been dumped. To top it off I have anxiety, depression and PTSD. Don't know where to go from here. I want to build a lovely life for us but I don't know how. I'm so lonely and down.

Oh love, you have had the shittest of time up to now. Bloody awful.

So now, you have a lovely little one, and no one but you and then to please. That’s good!
What’s your plans?

@pickypolly I don't know what my plans are. I'm in family court at the moment because my ex is trying to get access to our son. He was convicted of domestic abuse and isn't allowed contact. All my money has gone on solicitor bills. I want to retrain but it would mean a pay cut which I can't afford so I'm stuck in a job I don't like. I live with my parents and can't afford to get my own place. I feel pathetic and totally useless. My son keeps me going, and my friends and family, but I do feel like I'm just a bad omen sometimes.