Whether because of fertility issues or circumstances? Are you happy? Curious to know. I'm 59, had fertility issues, IVF didn't work, I grieved. But I'm largely at peace with it now (though still get annoyed at silly generalisations about childless/childfree people), have a good life and to a large extent even feel I dodged a bullet. I'm no longer sure how much I would have enjoyed being a mum.