We are due to go to Devon for a week S/C from tomorrow, myself and DH and our two young DC.
Right now I can't think of anything worse 😢. I feel awful saying that but I really can't.
I'm a sahp so lockdown had been easier on me than on those juggling work and children but I'm just so done in 😢.
I'm so sick of scivvying unappreciated for the 3 of them , and the thought of doing that somewhere else plus having to keep them entertained without everything we have at home just fills me dread.
One of my DC has additional needs and is always hard work to keep safe out and about and I'm going to have to watch him every second. He can't cope with restaurants so it'll be all take outs and cooking at the cottage - more work for me.
My tolerance level and patience is on the floor at the moment and I'm already feeling awful at snapping more than usual. I'm trying to get the house tidied and all the packing done before we go (obviously that's been my job too).
How unreasonable would I be to just send them off for holiday without me? 🙈.
I know I'm totally unreasonable, I'm just hoping maybe there is someone else out there that also has these horrible thoughts ??