I'll start by saying I suffer terribly from health anxiety so everything is multiplied by 100!
I've been asked to meet up with a friend quite a few times now and to be honest I am too anxious to do so. I know for a fact this friend doesn't follow any social distancing/guidelines of any sort and hasn't throughout the whole pandemic. Each time I've managed to say I'm busy or that DP has the day off however she's just asked again.
I don't want to go into my anxieties with her and DP thinks I should just go along as it will be good for me.
AIBU to say no again?