For me, its been the Groundhogs Day just existing feeling + more and more this last week or so wanting to be useful but not feeling how, feeling like anything is too little, too late, really bleh.
Like, I see a lot of people - on here, on my older daughter's school chat and similar - struggling with home schooling. Part of me feels like: I've home educated for ages, helped lots of people transition to and from home education, with all the resources and experience at that there should be something I can do to ease things for someone a bit - resource lists for different ages (beyond fucking twinkl), simplified organization systems to help with overwhelm and create the task lists my kids, particularly the ones with additional needs, find helpful and takes a load off me - I saw elsewhere someone made these one-page home management and garden planning pages and I thought a home-ed version could be useful.
But when I read through those kinds of threads or similar things I think I could find something useful, it all feels so big, systemic issues of workplace issues, life issues of major needs or lack of people to help, and with so many weeks already gone by, so many kids missing and needing interactions that many struggle to get through a screen, there is so much pain that I'd like to help, but no idea what would actually be useful for anyone other than scratching my itch to do something.