I feel so defeated today. Aibu to ask whats made you feel done today?

[cultkid]

I feel down because my three year old is genuinely the most exhausting child. He is so defiant. Everything is no. Every thing I ask him to do he won't. He's been constant today and I have a fever of 39 for the 4th day I am tired.
I'm worried about money and how to float ourselves through this Covid Hell.
I am worried about when I can see my parents next.
My back hurts. I really have lost my motivation today and feel sad and scared.
Whats Been making you feel defeated today? I can't be the only one.

I'm not bragging
But I have sex with the pest at least 4 times a week
He's spoilt
I don't know anyone who has sex as much as he does
I love it most of the time
I'm knackered and poorly and he wants me to smooch and moan and groan
The guy is mental

@AudaCityLimits
That is really sad. Can you talk to him calmly? Did the messages indicate infidelity?
How awful for you.

I am waiting for that dr to call me. I really hope they give me anti biotics
I haven't had a sore throat for over 10 years as I had tonsils out when I was 16 but in February I had a horrific throat too. The dangly thing in the middle is covered in red spots

All the threads currently criticising teachers. How lazy we are. How it's more important that schools reopen soon than pupil and staff safety. How the holidays should be cancelled. I've ignored my daughter the last 2 days to get work sent into school ready for next week . Narrated PowerPoints for my pupils and now I'm second guessing if the work is good enough. I'm so disheartened by how hated we seem during a pandemic when we are trying our best in a time of crisis.

I've just sent this to my husband

I was doing ok until I woke up Monday morning unable to weight bear on my right foot Video call with GP suggests I have somehow injured a tendon. I had been having lovely daily walks with DS but obviously can't at the moment. On the plus side, I think it feels a bit better today.

My Nana died 3 weeks ago and we have to empty her flat to hand it back to the council on Monday. Bad enough but of course,all charity places etc. are closed so there is stuff we can't move.

Feel like my house is a tip but I have no motivation to do anything plus I can't do a lot now because of my foot.

It's just hard this week!

Slow decline
So sorry to hear about your dads traumatic death..what an awful thing to have happened.
When this ‘ war’ is over ..because that’s what it feels like , do get someone to talk to like Cruse

In the meanwhile I wouldn’t stay away from your mum. She’s a vulnerable person right now and you sound like you need each other.

I felt quite down today but then ive read everyone’s very real problems and given myself a good slap.

Love and virtual hugs to you all