To feel like a teenager in my 40s

[Orangeblossom78]

I hear the perimenopause can also be called 'middlescence'- a bit like a second adolescence. It certainly feels like it to me.

I am listening to Billie Eilish and feeling like I hate everyone. Increasingly moody and selfish also. AIBU or is anyone else going through this also?
What kind of new things do you find yourself doing?

I love Billie Eilish and I’m 38, am I too old to listen to her?! I’m in the perimenopause too and do feel like I’m reverting to 19 again..how I wish I was 19

yup, I hear you!

Yep I know what you mean op! I'm 41 and want to have as much fun/look as I can before the menopause! Tricky with young kids but I'm making it my mission to feel as young as poss.

I have become moody and selfish in that I just want to be on my own most of the time. People make me feel irritated

Same Belay in that I’m getting less sociable just now and I can’t be arssed with friends

I’ve got spots 😆

Well I'm with you on Billy Eilish, hating everyone, being in a foul mood, but I'm not having any fun bits!

Yep agree with hating everyone and so done with the parenting thing (my poor kids ☹️.

Eldest is a teenager and going through the reverse of me and yet symptoms are the same 🤣

Worried there is not much time left and effect my behaviour may have on children 😳

Poor women 😂

Ooh yes late thirties I went through this.

I have less patience. Way less! But not crabbit. Yet!

Ahhh thats what up with me then too.. thanks OP

I'm now post menopausal but definitely went through a 'phase' about 10 years ago. Never thought about it but it must have been the start of hormones. The warning before the heat started !

Me too, I have no patience and feel constantly irritated with everyone, especially DH

How long does this last?

I'm not sure how long it lasts.

DH told me to take off my headphones and try and join in with the family yesterday after dinner. I guess I should as we are trying to have the DC have screen free time after dinner and I am not joining in.

The Cambridge dictionary says it lasts from ages 40-60

dictionary.cambridge.org/dictionary/english/middlescence

I’m 40 and was in the mosh pit for Billie Eilish at Reading last year. Largest crowd Readings ever seen apparently. It was amazing! Feel young always.

I feel like I an grieving my younger life before DC and also not my DC are teens, their younger selves as well. But I feel a bit silly being like this also. I don't feel inside much different as I did in my teens / 20s, unsure of where to go next. DH is now early 50s.

I am doing some sports classes like zumba and aqua, seeing the range of women there from retired to young...in an odd way I like doing stuff where there is a range of people there. Not all mums either after spending years in the playground. I am so bored with 'mum- chat' and have no patience for any of it.

Also grieving early days as a couple and wondering if we can even get that back.

Also sorry if I made it seems as if 40s is too 'old' to listen to come music, it isn't! It is just how I felt a bit. My DC were teasing me a little you see!

Worried there is not much time left and effect my behaviour may have on children

I was thinking this also, but I was reading this book I had since they were babies called "letting go as children grow" and it was saying about it being better in a way when parents dan't always constantly focus on them and let them be a bit. Especially teens.

I am 46 and am definately a grumpy old women at times, but can also be found moshing in the kitchen!!

Me too. Late 30s, marriage breakdown, had a boob job, became obsessed with exercise and found new love. Everyone thinks I’m having a midlife crisis

I just got a fitbit it's so dinky!

I am almost a year into not having red flag week, I am finding myself getting very hot especially when I go into shops, at times I could quite happily rip my partners head off, some days I despise him. I feel like I am in a constant fog and my skin is dry. I actually cannot remeber the last time I felt happy and cant wait for al this to be over the only good bit is not having red flag week after a few years of constantly having it and not having a break.

I want a boob job and it’s getting saved up for atm