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To be annoyed my mum chooses my dad

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girlygirl98 · 20/12/2019 16:53

My mum has just called me to say that she's no longer coming to Christmas dinner at our house. We invited her, my sister and brother who both still live at home, my father and my uncle ( her brother) weeks ago and have bought the food in. I'm hurt she isn't going to spend it with me and her grandchildren. Background to this is complex but basically my dad was very abusive and violent throughout my childhood to my mother and to us. She divorced him when I was 5 but out of fear he remained with us for about seven more years . She eventually kicked him out when I was about 12 but he remained 'on the scene'. They still live separate and he spends a lot of months abroad in his home country but when he is here he goes round most weeks for Sunday dinner. I've always found this odd but my mum has a tendency to take in waifs and strays and feel sorry for people and she says she feels sorry for him being alone in a country with no family bothering with him (his fault for terrorising us as kids) She also has her 70 year old brother round for this weekly Sunday dinner as well. To add to the awkwardness of that her brother hates my dad but tolerates him through a Sunday dinner. I don't speak to my dad but I tolerated him last Christmas at my home so that my mum would come for Christmas dinner as she seems to harbour some sort of obligation to have my dad at Christmas. They are not romantically involved in any way although I know it sounds that way. When she rang she said that she couldn't come because my brother has decided to go to wales on his own instead (?!) and my uncle is refusing to have my dad in his car ( only my brother and uncle drive). I asked why she, my uncle and my sister couldn't come and leave my dad and she said she would feel too guilty. I can't believe that my mother is choosing her abusive ex partner that literally nobody else speaks to over her daughter and grandchildren plus the fact we've bought too much food now. I even said we could do dinner at 12 and she could do an evening meal with my dad later but that's been vetoed too. Generally my mum and I are very close, speak on the phone every single day and she visits twice a month ( we live about two hours away). Is it unreasonable to be angry about this?

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AnyFucker · 21/12/2019 10:47

I give up

Yes, you need to do that.

Skittlesandbeer · 21/12/2019 11:06

I don’t think I’d be chatting to someone ‘every single day’ who rated me and my kids so low on the list.

Either you’re involved, with the obligations and responsibilities that come with it, or you aren’t. Seems she takes you for granted as a source of support and entertainment. Might be time to let her sleep in the bed she’s made for herself a bit more. It isn’t a punishment, it’s just taking her lead.

Also, a chance for you to seperate yourself a bit more from this seriously disfunctional bunch. Your kids don’t need to normalise these mad dynamics. They really would be better off without knowing the day-to-day of it all. As would you. You don’t have to dance, just cos the music is playing, love.

I suspect your new Xmas plan will turn out to be quite calm and lovely. Leave everyone else to their own crazy devices and taste a bit of freedom from past and present dramas.

Redruby25 · 21/12/2019 12:08

@Countryescape I hear you!! Omg that could have been me that wrote what you have, that was my life, and what my mother says now!

In response to other posts, with our own situations and with the subject on this thread, it's a tricky one, as yes her mother exposed her to things, but nothing happens overnight and very few get what some think is okay because it is verbal, verbally abused one day, and pack up and leave! It just doesn't happen, I haven't even heard of those without kids doing that. So with kids, it is even harder. I don't think children will be able to be unexposed to everything that happens, it depends on the situation, and what you do about it at the time/going forward.
I'm not saying I have walked away from things even on the subject of my own father, but I certainly don't live in denial, that things are my fault, or make excuses for people.

It is hard with the parent who isn't the abuser, as they have and are still struggling and often still in the same position, so they are suffering, it does not mean because they are adults that they can easily walk away. I also think where parents are concerned it is really hard, because you want to and encouraged to have a relationship and keep them in your life, but if it was anyone else we would have taken a different view and also probably not accepted as much as we have. My parents are getting old now and people will say 'ahh don't be too harsh they are getting old' blah de blah, but my father is still the same old drunk nasty person he always was.
I left home very late, something I will always regret, the anxiety and depression I suffered dragged me down, and I could never sort myself out to leave. So one night when he came in same old, and started on me, I had a go and went upstairs and put some things in a bag and left, Dad wouldn't of probably even noticed, but I said it as I left what I was doing, Mum was sat reading the paper that he had brought home, and to be honest she was hardly going to jump up, as these evenings with same old situations happened daily. I think the next day they thought I was just staying over at a mates etc, but I told them I would not be coming back. I went with friends the following evening and took some more of my stuff. 8 years later I am having to stay temporarily as we were evicted. I think my Dad is using what I done 8 years ago, against me, the way he is being. And made it clear from day 1 of being here, that it was not his choice to have me here, I kind of knew that, but as he goes on about how hard he worked to get a house, as though we should be greatful, we might as well get use out of it then! As my sister moved out very soon after we first moved in, which was inevitable under the circumstances, and that she was a fully grown adult by then!
He criticises constantly about everything to do with my life and my parenting, as I have a son, and I find it hilarious and also infuriating as he didn't do anything in terms of helping our mum when we were growing up. And if he thinks parenting involves being up the pub after work in the evenings, and at the weekend, then that is why I don't take advice from him lol. Some say oh yeah but it's an addiction, and that's how men were from the older generation, absolute rubbish! There are plenty of new young men like that, maybe they have been taught badly/childhood experiences, but then many of us, it seems, have had those, and we could all just carry things on, but don't because we know better!

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