To think I might be a bit down?

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Everything should be great. I have a nice house and family, in a pleasant village. But I feel anxious all the time and this morning I woke up and felt overwhelmingly sad for no reason. I've started a new job and it's busy and stressful and I can't face the thought of another week. I feel inadequate and useless at things.

No amount of money or house can make anxiety less of a pain in the arse.
Free cbt from the NHS?

I can't have time off work. It's a new job and I'm a teacher so it's really hard to ring for appointments etc. I've had CBT before and I'm not sure it helped much. I feel tense all the time and things just feel a bit grey. I feel useless at everything.