I'm writing this for those in the very early days, where you can't breathe, where every hour oppresivly ticks by slower than any time in your life. When yesterday was full of happiness and promise and the future was mapped out and sadness wasn't even a cloud on the horizon. When you are in the first day where there is no air, no sun, no sound, no time. Where darkness envelops your peripheral vision until you are nothing more than a storm cloud. Where everything that has ever mattered evaporates and seems like a fanciful dream.
Yesterday I had no idea...