Today we took my children for a much promised trip to a go ape type course. When we got there they wouldn't let my husband, as planned go round with my children aged 6 and 8, due to footwear (my fault for not checking closely enough). Concerned about the 6yr old and not wanting them to miss out I went up instead though I am afraid of heights. Whilst the six year old was a bit nervous on the first few obstacles I was ok, scared but could pull it together for his sake. When he got confidence and shot off round course with big brother and I was left alone, I froze, totally and utterly. I was shaking so much I couldn't work my hands or feet properly, struggled to breathe etc. I was clearly terrified, more-so than I have ever been in my whole life. There was no way down, you have to complete the whole thing. Two lovely lads came up and helped me. It was slow, I was shaking and really trying to get round. This family watching from the park next to us started to take photos of me, film me and were obviously finding the whole thing hilarious. Whilst I can see a funny side the idea that there is a film now of me at my worst and so utterly terrified I could hardly move my feet is really bothering me this evening.... I did finally get round and complete the course but this filming thing and being used as a laughing stock has upset me a bit! I keeping being scared it'll appear all over social media!!